Sunday, April 26, 2009

Introspection and wtf swine flu?
Im starting to get angsty and all, perhaps its the weather? NOH.
im a royal screw up when it comes to talking to guys who might like me, i just get really vile and toxic when i hear things i dont like. No time for lovey dovey shitznit anyway im addicted to making myself feel bad already, i totally dig self-loathing so just leave this to me and although im the youngest in my family, i feel that i have the biggest responsibility, the problem with me is that i think too much, i worry so much that its murdering me inside out. But on a brighter note, ive been doing things ive not seen in myself doing all these years and sometimes i wonder.. what am i gonna do if im all by myself? im so attach to my family i dont know what ill do without them.. im not a loner afterall, i just divert all my attention to them. see? theres too much going on my mind now, ffs cut me some slack.

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by cocomi @ 5:29 PM

Saturday, April 18, 2009

ADMIXTURE.

Events of the month...
BBQ
CHALET
HK
PICNIC

MEDICATIONS
SIDE EFFECTS
LOW RISK FOOD
VAGINA LOOKING VOICE BOX
DOCTOR SAYS IM A BABY
ONE LAST CHANCE TO GET MYSELF TOGETHER
I'LL TRY TO REMEMBER WHO I USED TO BE
GIVE ME TIME AND SPACE
ELSE I'LL LOSE ALL MY FRIENDS
FRUSTRATIONS IN THE AIR
IVE BECOME A SKEPTIC
JUST, LET ME GO
PLS DO IT FOR ME
ILL JUS NEED YOUR BLESSING
DONT WISH YOUR LIFE AWAY
SO SHAKE THAT ASS AND MISBEHAVE.

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by cocomi @ 8:42 PM

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Adam Lambert <3 haha now everyone knows whats the song i like from over the past 20+years :)
havent updated for a while. but just the sake of having a hour of so free time, maybe i'll update randomly, life has been more hectic than ever, seriously torn and beaten. Its a bloody insomniac week again, im getting really tired of myself, booked an appointment with an ent specialist on monday.. hope everything turns out fine.
i need to constantly remind myself: life is not about getting, but about getting over. and this line will just reappear as a soothing self-comfort, until i really forgot about getting, to anywhere.
well, gdnews is tht ill be tripping to hk. :D
aite, back to skype.

im so sick of love, and hearing all tht crap, we shld stop. i really dont think i need any now i dun wanna have the feeling of being spoon-fed and making myself all vulnerable, its just not my time yet. im sorry.

i dont wanna waste my love, so stay chaste.
Warning: lazy to resize pictures of the same size, as some of it are cropped

foohoo very delicious butter cream+white choc+ silky choc fillings = combo fats.

tired.

times like this i gtta pretend to myself that im slping, really desperate. ilooklikeoldwoman..

i sang the mario theme song when i saw her totally reminds me of that mushroom thingy ([:

adorablexxxxx

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by cocomi @ 9:38 PM

Thursday, April 02, 2009

Wazza!? my body aches, throat burns, i feel dizzy, my ears feel decompressed and have a head that can fry u an egg. I hate doctors, they always scam me and my time by giving me blardy pills that makes me switch off the whole amazing day.. yannow what im sain? its 19:04 now and i jus woke up not long ago. Good morning my evening. ok imma stop this boring entry now. Good bye.

Ty dougy.. its beautiful. ruff it alot. =)))))))))))))))))))))))))

Do lawyers have lawyers?

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by cocomi @ 3:49 AM