Monday, July 27, 2009

when they say friends come and go. this post is directed to those who'd ripped my heart into pieces and u know who u are.
all along ive always wanted someone who could give me some love of what i had given to them. id learnt in life, u have to put in effort in whatever u want to achieve, and that includes frenship. U know wad i did for U and what U did for me over these years, ive gave U so much time, advices, laughters, tears, and most importantly, FRIENDSHIP. i do not understand why is it so hard to make an effort to use your head and heart to think for a friend who's in trouble. ive always backed u up when u needed help, u know damn right yrself and u even cried when i helped, ure the one who said u were touched by wadeva id done for u, yet, when i needed u, where the hell were u? even to the extend of ignoring my msges now. u know wad? screw this, cos why? FRIENDS BLOODY COME AND GO. so i should jus face reality and screw relationships. TRUST? even typing this word out makes me wonder does it even exists? i cant believe i've invested 4 yrs of youth to this childish ass guy, and 9 years to this U im talking about. sigh, im glad i still have lotsa frends who love me and i wanna thank yall :) u knw who u are we meet up almost everyday. this is my only hiding place, to those who has got my bloglink, yall mattered to me so dont break my heart and make me give up ok? :) LEAVING NO ROOM FOR U(s). i wont be hunting anymore, ill jus wait for people to prey on me. so, i dedicate my life to my family, people who loves me and make lots of money.

yeah, this is melanie loke, id found me, hope u choke on it. :)

insane amount of pics. ill update tmr.

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by cocomi @ 6:07 AM

Friday, July 17, 2009

heyey. sorry for not updating, been like omgwtfbbqwhyamisobusy. ok so my parents left me for a good 5 days alone, thats good news. why? cos i had the whole house to maself. i can blast the music at like 5 am? and no one's gonna ever shut me up! for good. yes. i switched on all the lights and tv da whole night, roll and slp on their bigass bed eat on it, ask ma bitch slp on it, sing and dance ard with no one giving me that dirty look. HUZZAH! ok thats whoreshit. i dont do stuffs like that anymore. aite? im a grown up now ok? i have so much work to do. how cld they like leave me even for one day ALONE? NOW, THATS MESSED UP. I HAVE NO ONE TO CARE FOR ME. THEY KNOW THAT I CANT COOK FO SHO. THEY KNOW DAMN RIGHT. OH YES THEY DO.
SO ID LOST LIKE 3 KGs, I FEEL SO ANOREXIC. OK IM SRY BUT I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING SOMEBODY WITH MA BONES NOW. I DUN LIKE ME BEING THIN NOR BEING FAT. WHY CANT I BE NORMAL, WHATS WRONG WIT ME? T_T

so, the other day i went to my fren's party and it was pretty cool. groppers were like countless. ohmagad. lotsa babes, the peeps were really frenly, said hi and yeap. pretty fun. and then laybee told me what she's not supposed to tell me which is.....................drumrolls......................................
a hotass guy wanted to dance with me and i was acting tight? DAMN HOE! why didnt i? i messed up T_T alright kidding. HAHAHHAHAHA. u know i dont like to go such places. im like wad? turning 23? i shld stay home n look after ma damn bitch and recuperate from being aged out. i dunno why guys of the mid 20s like to show that they're like pimps, some owning cars, some using their parents' cars and call it theirs, some do not even have a ride, but that doesnt matter? they speak like they own the damn world, having a vast amount of money dont mean anything much, its just more convenient for u suckers out there and that dont determine a person godamnit. if u attained those yourselves, RICH! PLS SAVE THE POOR AND GIVE ME HALF! AND WORSE?.. THOSE THAT BARELY EVEN MAKE THEIR OWN MONEY DO I NEED TO SAY MORE? APPLAUD, WELL DONE! JUS DO US ALL A FAVOUR, SHUT UP, FOAD. Ok how the hell did i ended up here? hahahaha i have no intention to blog abt this, its just the spur of moment. now im off to work babies, so just beat it, beat it , beat it.







Y DO I LOOK LIKE A MEXICAN HERE?!!!

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by cocomi @ 8:27 AM

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

my eyes are closed but I never sleep.



night lights are swayed on
i prayed for death

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by cocomi @ 6:11 PM

Saturday, July 04, 2009

MY PARALLEL UNIVERSE IS DYING.
blogger is turning me off so badly, i might just shift to another bloghost. anyways ive got no time for this, forgive me. my spastic hair is growing and i look like a bathing ape? i hadnt any haircut since 50 yrs ago. so yeap. mehair pls grow. caught transformers the other day, 11 tix was chaotic im telling you. we had to shift the seats i think like thrice just to get to the right one megan fox is a sex machine but im doubting if her breasts are genuine. hmmm i should had done mine instead of plucking 8 tooths and suffer 10 months of misery.

im feeling kinda lost right now. ive so much stress in me i felt like im gonna break anytime. lets see.. wad else? i dont know. but my life's so disorientated, fast forward 10 yrs from now and see wad im made of den bury me. im dealing with numbers and alphabets everyday, no i kinda like it but my eyes couldnt take the sight of it no i cldnt sleep much either. wads wrong with me? my heart's frozen, my brain's malfunctioning and my body is decaying. ultimate failure..
our love is like a song but i wouldnt wanna sing along.


tatted skin shows me another side of life. expressing art we bring back youth.

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by cocomi @ 7:34 PM