snap out of it 101. found the right doctor right medications right everydamnthing and hopefully everydamnthing goes well at last a spark of recovery. Got served; she fell hard all over the place, but she pulls back together discovering the core of strength within herself that she survived through all the hurt. she caused all this upon herself, taking it like a pinch of salt.
the day i went to change my dressing, look at that disgusting driedupblood. Gd bye rotten times.
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, can you help me unravel my latest mistake, I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to critisize, hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason
'Cause you can't jump the track,we're like cars on a cable and life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button girl, So cradle your head in your hands And breathe, just breathe, Woah breathe, just breathe
There's a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout But you're just as far in as you'll ever be out These mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again If you only try turning around.
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song If I get it all down on paper, its no longer inside of me, threatening the life they belong to And i feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud And I know that you'll use them, however you want to
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button now Sing it if you understand. and breathe, just breathe woah breathe, just breathe, oh breathe, just breathe.
hows it going? dang, i dunno them boys anymore, seriously are they talking in another language or something? they are so godamn annoying sometimes. right, moving on, i think imma get some april77/cheap monday/ksubi/iron army anyone knows anywhere besides hajilane or queen's? do drop me a mail, yep keep it coming. And my lovely val yup imma hit u up and mess up ur mind, OH u know wad ^^ THE 22.
yo wan the flavour ma? well i gotcha, yo wan the realness? hey i gotcha!
waddup homessssssssss? im gonna watch The Screen im hoping that it will scare the freakin shit outta me cos i'll need more screaming to deal with, and wouldnt u like to know? :) so im helping out mum to sell this autoclave machine to my other friend leslie, i got up to do so much for him, bear in mind i did all this after quoting him the price and he said, na, too expensive but its a good one, WHAT?! ok of cos its a FUJI ELITE, dont be asking for more if you dont have the dough yaw, i know it isnt a big deal or two but WHAT???! have u not know the price already? and want me to deal with more shit to do like scanning and taking pictures of this bigass machine u wanted? instruction manuals??? I SHITE YOU NOT! but like i said just do me a good tattoo thats all i askd for good bye!
If one is able and strong, then one should disguise oneself in order to appear inept and weak.
i have a confession to make, for those long lost friends and family who reads this, im truely sorry to have neglected you over the years even until now, this is the hardest guilt trip i had ought to face, for some who said harsh things like they dont know me anymore, frankly.. do i even know who i am? id been selfish.. i got all so hard up to seek happiness, i totally lost control of my emotions.. im living in an stonage, wad got me to write this post was that freaking beetle flew pass my ear ytd, it sounded so disgustingly euw that i screamed the living hell outta myself, and thats my very first scream after the split, i felt so goddamn relieved, yea u might think how pathetic i am to even get triggered by this, refer to line5, anyhows, i'll forgive YOU for erasing every detail of me.. off you, its what my family, experiences and friends for the past 22 years had taught me to love and forgive yes.. its all of you, and im truely thankful. why do i sound so emo? my gdness ya wadeva it is u ought to be down once in awhile, know wad? i miss being human, and im bringing sexy back, so chill the muda fucking out yo.
Clement Andre wad can i say? FUCKRIU DOGGY I TIE UR FLOPPY EARS TOGETHER.
because i love to lay here lazy we could close the curtains pretend like there's no world outside and we could pretend that all the time cant you see that it's just raining there ain't no need to go outside.
THE HELL ON EARTH ARE YOUS? I'd realised how much i'd lost in life, I've been abducted. Every saturday's party have died down alot, oh why? have i gotta think of this hideous part of life i had.. i hated myself and every damn thing in it, because of you.
Im a catastrophe, nothing but a little secret you can love on the sly.
NEYOMEYO
21.10.09
u wanna grant mi any?..
nano-chromatic Vinatge Chanel necklace Rebecca Minkoff
Repetto Chanel jumbo flap
Jbrand/Ksubi
MJ Shirts Marc Jacobs Dr Q Groove patchwork Garcia Marquez bag Chanel Mini Flap Vivienne westwd frames MJZC
whas done?
Hs's Bday CNY&Vday wit baby neyo
Laybee's Bday(fairmont edition) completed portfolio. NAFAdirectINTAKE+outake work zoo go to the beach buying something that can kill my salary movie nights with junk food stay up 24hr straight bubblebath enjoy my time with family
bet with my skirt cycling all night and catch sunrise ask a stranger for his phone number shopping in the mart lollipops race roadtrips go goofing in random places
blowing up balloons and bursting them
visit theme park
roller skating