Puzzle of a peculiar girl.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Just wad the fuck u think uve done? I REALLY HOPE SOME OF BERJI'S GOOD FRENS STILL READS MY BLOG, IM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW, I WANNA BEAT THE MOTHER OUT OF SOMEONE, ANYONE! FIRSTLY IF U THINK URE A REALLY GOOD BOYFREN FYI, YEA ON THE SCALE OF 10 URE ONLY FUCKING 4 OR MAYBE 3, U BOUGHT ME FOOD, SAYANG ME WHEN IM HAVING PROBLEMS WIT MY OWN BODY, U BOT ME GIFTS ONCE IN A MILLION TIME, U FUCKING FLY NOW? WHO THE MOTHERFUCK DONT DO THIS TO THEIR GF? CUT ME SOME SLACK BERJI! HONESTY? NOT VERY HONEST OSO LAR! CARING? WHEN IM FUCKING GASPING FOR AIR U TOLD ME I DESERVED IT? AND FUCKING SHOUT WHEN ITS LIKE 3AM? WHO THE FUCK WANNA WAKE UP FROM THEIR SWEET DREAMS N NOT SLEEP U DUMB MF OMG THIS IS SICK! U FUCKING SLAM MY DOOR, CHAIR AND TABLE SHOUT AT ME BE IT IN THE PUBLIC OR WADEVA, HURL VULGARITIES AT ME, BEHAVE LIKE A PSYCHO LIKE BRUSHING TEETH IN THE TOILET TILL IT BLEED? WHEN I ASKED U TO STOP U BLOODY HELL SHOUT AT ME N UR TOOTH PASTE HAVE TO FLY ALL OVER MY FACE AND BODY? WAD FUCKSHIT IS THIS? MEET UR FRENS AND LAFF AT ME? KNN U LUCKY I CAN TAKE JOKES IF NOT I DON CARE PENIS OR PEANUT I OSO PUNCH! EVEN IF I LOSE I DUN GIVE A JACK AT LEAST I MAO HIM N SHOW HIM WTF IS DIGNITY, BUNCH OF SCHOLARS? BIG FUCK! EAT MY FIST! MY GOD! WANNA PLAY ANGEL WITH ME? U NEVER DIE B4! TELL ME U NEED A COOL DOWN ALMOST ALL THE FUCKING TIME, YA WAD HAPPENS WHEN IM IN JB? I THINK I SLEEP WITH THA FISHES ALREDY, NOW IM SO GODAMN PISSED, U KNOW Y I CANT EVEN CALL U MY HERO? I THINK IM FUCKING PROTECTING U, THINK UR MUM IS THE BEST? NOBODY FUCKING KNOWS MY STORY, MY HEART IS ALREADY MADE OF STONE, AND U CAN STILL TRIGGERED IT, APPLAUD! NOW I KNOW WHY I CANT LIVE A BETTER LIFE FOR THESE 4 YRS, NOBODY KNOWS A SHIT ABOUT THIS SINCE U WANNA PLAY ANGEL WIT ME I JITAO GO STRAIGHT TO GOD LA HOR! PIECE OF SHIT! U REALLY MAKE ME HAVE A PERCEPTION IN EVERY MOTHERFUCKER WHO HAVE DICKS EXCEPT MY FAMILY OF COS! IM SO NOT SCARED MAN PUNCH ME KICK ME MURDER ME ALL U WAN I AINT AFRAID OF ANYTHING ANYMORE I REALLY THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME THIS STRONG I LOVE THE WAY I AM NOW! SAY U LOVE ME? FUCK U LAR! UR LOVE IS LIKE AGED 10! IF ANYTHING IVE SAID WRONGLY DUN HESITATE TO RING ME UP BOYS AND GIRLS! IM WILLING TO LET OUT MORE DIRT FROM THE BAG :) AND IM MOS DEF WAITING HAPPILY ROFL. N NO IM NOT DRUNK JUS PISSED THE SHIT OUT OF MY FUCKING LIFE, SOMEONE GONNA GET A HURT REEL BAD! EAT MY BONES OR AT LEAST BRAIN-FREEZED, TONGUE SHORTENED OR BALLS SHRINKED ROFL HUMJIS! ALL U DO IS STUDY IM FUCKIN STREET GHETTO SINCE 11, U PLAY FONE I PLAY INTERNET, PLAY TEARS I PLAY BLOOD, OKAY, IM SO DONE WITH THIS MAN!

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by cocomi @ 3:50 PM

Monday, November 26, 2007

i jus need someone beside to coax me, put me to bed and say everything is gonna be fine.. everynight.. i felt like im being strangled.. while im breathing im trembling, im tired...i wanna sleep.. like really sleep, every morning waking up feeling like my chest's pressing down on me.. still feeling exhausted, wad have i ate... im really afraid to hear wad the doctor's gonna say to me.. any other day im fine but just almost every effing night im having this prob.. im going on a trip to genting hope the air's so helping me out, mum's back from vietnam, really hate it when she goes overseas alone, not to mention everytime when shes back feeling unwell.. angry.. but she bought me goodies hehe shes just like ledi melting ppls heart unintentionally when they know they did something wrong, how genius? gonna go for my dental appointment soon sigh.. wad a slut life. well u beyatches have an awesome week ahead, now.. fuckoff!

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by cocomi @ 11:51 AM